wagman91

On our first date in awhile because we've been so busy with work and things we wont mention, but I wanna Talk and gaze deeply into my boyfriends eyes AS WE BOTH OWE each other the respect to explain and apologize for the bad things that I've done to him that caused him to react so abnormal and in the emotional ways that he did. I know that he loves me, I know that he cares and I know that he is MY LOVER BOO & SURPRISINGLY understanding that he needs to get a little bit more control over things but I know I need to get a lot of control over my actions and my cheating and signing up on hookup sites like this. I can't believe how understanding he is and how willing he is to STILL sit down with me and talk to me and wants to work this out. I owe him this because he saved me some killing a friend of ours four different times he saved me from committing suicide he took me to a mental institution and for 12 to 14 months he went with me religiously to all my meetings to help me get off drugs and alcohol. Baby I'm sorry & I know that you know that Ive been still using my other email account and I've been a very bad man and hooking up withere these guys who DON'T & WON'T LOVE ME AS MUCH AS YOU DO!!!! I'M trying to hook up with as many people as I can behind your back & your too smart for me thinking I could trick you again and again. I know you want to talk to me & I still owe you the $ I stole from you, you worked so hard for it and for us to stay 2gether. BUBBA....Yes I do baby want to talk to you and work this out, I wanna say your lying and hooking up with these guys are putting us and our health at HIGH RISK 4 HIV baby, we still have things that we need to settle and I totally understand that I am very over protective of you & I made you believe I was making those calls to get your head out from the toilet and realize what you stand to lose if you don't knock this crap off. You asked me to marry you, I said yes but that does not give you an excuse for being loose and deceitful to me this whole time. Please call me, I still have your phone & I love you with all my heart and I will not give up hope of fixing this & getting back together no matter how many lies you told me baby, if I can get you off drugs I can get you back into the good graces of God and myself...
I love you Bubba kisses and hugs your lover boo.

My boyfriend really helped me get off drugs and alcohol including weed but i get really horny on weed which leads to me smoking meth while he's working, then i end up cheating on him. Please 4give me baby, I know you've done so much 4 me and brought me outta my shell, i get your very protective and i love that but I need you to be more in control and i need to stop being so filthy acting and show that I've learned how to be a good man and apreciate the things you do for US!! He's so special & he loves me unconditionally Im so in love with him and I can't stop cheating on him

Looking 4 just a friend..